In The Inside...

No matter what I say I still love you and will love you till the day I die. Things that run in my head are just all my Insecurities trying to kill me inside out.

Are we really for each other? Please tell me the truth. What makes me for you and you for me? We come from two different backgrounds. We have been three different things. We are two completely different people and minds. I question if we are for each other. If we are then why can’t hold a conversation on the phone? Why do I still feel awkward around you?

I wish I could read your mind. I want to know how you really feel. What you really think. Asking isn’t the same as being in you mind for real. You can change what you say to me. I want to know are really thinking. I want to doubts to be gone. What’s on your mind? What’s on your mind? I wish I knew for real.

Do you know why I can’t trust you?
It might be because of the past and all the things you’ve done. I know they are in the past but I can’t let it go and trust you 100% for some reason. I wish I knew that reason. Maybe it’s the distance? I don’t know for sure but I hate not being able to trust you completely, it kills me inside!